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+ 04 Jan
+ elenatan@gmail.com
Full time music teacher
Loves God's creation, Loves travels, Loves beaches........
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
i must learn this, i will learn this...when the time comes......and this includes an important choice.....
People are more important than things. If we love people, God can replace things; but if we love things excessively, we may lose people who cannot be replaced.
It's been a long time that i felt like this - liberated - for a while.
Today my mood was so bad. My soul was feeling so empty. Spirit down...Though every morning i spend time reading God's word, and this morning was on 'love', i felt i couldn't really identify completely as i wanted to. i was struggling with whatever and whoever was ard me.
Today's lunch was bad, i was so down, i couldn't even make up my mind what kind of comfort dessert i wanted to eat - fickle between yoghurt and ice cream. i had to stand in front of the ice cream stall for 1 min b4 deciding whether to eat. Sat down, pulled the longest face, and started eating my ice cream cone. Thank God for a colleague whom we're both more comfortable with dealing with each other's moods. i could just sit there be quiet, and just whine abt nothing, just abt how sian i was feeling. She said it felt like Monday blues, though it was Fri.
Today i attended a 2-hr worship seminar by Chris Bowater. Before this, i was super reluctant, i couldn't imagine how i could have dragged myself there. But i did. Supernatural obedience? i'm glad i did. He's the writer of "Jesus shall take the highest honour". We sang that as the opening song. This is the first worship session ever that i've flowed in so readily and easily. It was amazing.
End of the session, tears began trickling down my face. I knew i needed that breakthrough. i knew God had something for me. i knew that God knew how the core of my heart was feeling. He knew, because only He genuinely bothered........
Don't ever say to pple: "God will help those who helps themselves"
Say: "God helps those who know they cannot help themselves, those who realize they are totally dependent upon HIm for their deliverance"
If you can help yourself, you don't really need God, right?
People are more important than things. If we love people, God can replace things; but if we love things excessively, we may lose people who cannot be replaced.
at 8:44 AM
Today my mood was so bad. My soul was feeling so empty. Spirit down...Though every morning i spend time reading God's word, and this morning was on 'love', i felt i couldn't really identify completely as i wanted to. i was struggling with whatever and whoever was ard me.
Today's lunch was bad, i was so down, i couldn't even make up my mind what kind of comfort dessert i wanted to eat - fickle between yoghurt and ice cream. i had to stand in front of the ice cream stall for 1 min b4 deciding whether to eat. Sat down, pulled the longest face, and started eating my ice cream cone. Thank God for a colleague whom we're both more comfortable with dealing with each other's moods. i could just sit there be quiet, and just whine abt nothing, just abt how sian i was feeling. She said it felt like Monday blues, though it was Fri.
Today i attended a 2-hr worship seminar by Chris Bowater. Before this, i was super reluctant, i couldn't imagine how i could have dragged myself there. But i did. Supernatural obedience? i'm glad i did. He's the writer of "Jesus shall take the highest honour". We sang that as the opening song. This is the first worship session ever that i've flowed in so readily and easily. It was amazing.
End of the session, tears began trickling down my face. I knew i needed that breakthrough. i knew God had something for me. i knew that God knew how the core of my heart was feeling. He knew, because only He genuinely bothered........
at 1:20 AM
Say: "God helps those who know they cannot help themselves, those who realize they are totally dependent upon HIm for their deliverance"
If you can help yourself, you don't really need God, right?
at 8:39 AM
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