+ Elenana
+ 04 Jan
+ elenatan@gmail.com

Full time music teacher
Loves God's creation, Loves travels, Loves beaches........
Sunday, July 05, 2009

It's been abt 1.5 months now, since i last blogged.

Left my prev sch quite well, in fact, i guess though i'm not quite 'done' with the things there, but my heart is really not there anymore, prob except to ensure that my dear friend's sister finishes up the work well and leaves well. She's really God given and i thank God for her, how He has provided her to help me and also serve the school.

Been in NAC for 3 wks now, on to my 4th wk. Was sharing how i'm working and living by faith now. Work has never been so humbling, esp in my previous work places where i've been doing things which i'm best at. Supposedly, yes, this place should help me serve this purpose well, but not when i'm put in charge of Indian and Malay Music. i have to learn from scratch, and also take myself out of the music i LOVE, to try and immerse myself with music i really DON'T LOVE. To add, all those religious elements honestly don't help at all.

i've not been a very patient young lady these few weeks, and i apologise. Probably with too much over-expectations. But after i look back how you've been really a support to me, and really being the 2nd anchor in my family, i couldn't help but think that that's really all i need at the moment. All disagreements will fade in comparison. It's been hard, especially when pple outside don't really understand, why i hold on so tightly to u...but for those who have been really supportive and encouraging, thank u.

God has been faithful, again and again, i always love to compare, but i now hold my peace, coz i think He's given the world - His best, to me. =)


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