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Loves God's creation, Loves travels, Loves beaches........
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Full time music teacher
Loves God's creation, Loves travels, Loves beaches........
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Haven't been at my personal peak at all recently, and everything is diming ard me. But at least i can say is that i'm still depending on God to lead me thru each day of my life, because i dunno what will come for me "the-tomorrow" of everyday.
Recently, i just felt like quitting again, yeah, all that thoughts abt feeling used and being exploited came in again, in the reality, am i really being exploited? i just try to do my best each day that energy can find me. i've no struggles with doing the work that i have, but i have problems switching off my running motor at the end of the day which has been running at 150km/hr each day.
Recently, some kind soul asked if i was interested in a job elsewhere, pays better, so much nearer for me, def lesser work, and at least some sort of structure has already been put into place. Wow, that shook me. (and my boss when i told her abt it)
Anyway, till another temptation comes for me, i'm still gg to give my best, and i believe God is good. Now, BREATHE!!!!!!!!!!
i can't wait for tues to come, and then nov, and then dec.....
Very frustrated recently, hate to feel this way..but i guess God is breaking me again when it gets too comfortable.
First, i've to thank God for providing and rewarding.
But amidst all those, difficult pple in office has just triggered my nerves and it's really hard these days to tolerate these pple who are simply uncooperative. Besides that, boss has attached two useless administrators to help me, which is a total waste of time coz i end up having to check on them and cleaning up after them.
My new job designation: Rebuilder in the school...ok, it's interesting how this came abt after coming in contact with this word for the past 2 yrs, rebuilding my life, and now rebuilding my school. Whatever.
Recently, i just felt like quitting again, yeah, all that thoughts abt feeling used and being exploited came in again, in the reality, am i really being exploited? i just try to do my best each day that energy can find me. i've no struggles with doing the work that i have, but i have problems switching off my running motor at the end of the day which has been running at 150km/hr each day.
Recently, some kind soul asked if i was interested in a job elsewhere, pays better, so much nearer for me, def lesser work, and at least some sort of structure has already been put into place. Wow, that shook me. (and my boss when i told her abt it)
Anyway, till another temptation comes for me, i'm still gg to give my best, and i believe God is good. Now, BREATHE!!!!!!!!!!
i can't wait for tues to come, and then nov, and then dec.....
at 10:25 AM
First, i've to thank God for providing and rewarding.
But amidst all those, difficult pple in office has just triggered my nerves and it's really hard these days to tolerate these pple who are simply uncooperative. Besides that, boss has attached two useless administrators to help me, which is a total waste of time coz i end up having to check on them and cleaning up after them.
My new job designation: Rebuilder in the school...ok, it's interesting how this came abt after coming in contact with this word for the past 2 yrs, rebuilding my life, and now rebuilding my school. Whatever.
at 1:26 AM
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