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+ Elenana
+ 04 Jan
+ elenatan@gmail.com
Full time music teacher
Loves God's creation, Loves travels, Loves beaches........
Saturday, May 10, 2008
It's been a long time. Many times i wanted to blog, but i just didn't have that good 15 min to sit down and just write.
It's been draining, but i thank God i that He taught me all abt balance. To do this kinda thing, u really need God's strength, and not just do whatever u think is right. Anyway, mind games are my forte, so i won't get pek chek playing them, but i will get angry immediately. So it doesn't really work on me.
i haven't been in a gd mood for days. It doesn't help esp when u dun get to relate yr feelings in a deeper manner, because if there is no output there is no input. The last few days happenings have really reminded me not to hold on to the things of this world because it is in these very things that u can never get yr security from.
Now, work is easy, nothing difficult, but it's my stay there that makes it very physically and emotionally draining, this is the test of it all, what i thought i was gd at - surviving in a very fast-paced, stressful environment.
Above all, i still thank God for his sustainence. He knows my thoughts, and that's where i find that release.
at 8:33 AM