+ Elenana
+ 04 Jan
+ elenatan@gmail.com

Full time music teacher
Loves God's creation, Loves travels, Loves beaches........
Monday, July 30, 2007

It's the 3rd time in 3 wks. i broke my record. I hope i'll dry up soon.

Still having a weak stomach. And now, i've to eat every 3-4 hrs otherwise i'll get gastric pains.

This wk is gonna be a crazy long wk, esp with students' exams..no joke. Blood pressure will increase, without a doubt. i need to keep my sanity, at least till the end of next wk.


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 1:03 PM

Friday, July 27, 2007

Thank God for giving me some rest yesterday - my one day MC. i decided not to be crazy and stay at home instead of going to school. The whole of term 1 and 2, i would go to school no matter what, even though i was sick. But i think my health is already deteriorating and if i dun watch it, i might just end up a sickly old woman.


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 9:00 AM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Here's just an update to what happened to me:

The doctor has diagnosed me with gastric and overstress. WIN ALREADY LOR. Sigh, but well, haven't these all started 2 wks ago when i first broke down at rehearsal? It's time to get some REAL rest. Pple, Elena can't be aggitated for the next 2 wks. Let her have her way ok? =)


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 8:06 PM

There's a perpetual pain in my chest and it doesn't go away. The pain of contracted muscle. Each time i lie on my side. It gets even more painful. I wonder what happened... And it's not just there..my whole body hurts. Can i have a wk of paid-leave to rest??


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 9:35 AM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Phew! One down! Worship 07 is over. i must say that the best time of my night was the last 15 min. i was pretty restrained over at the back, but i knew i just had to get out of there and JUST DO IT!



And check out what the tambourine did to me....








Serves me right haha. =) but i had a blast of my time! Till i couldn't take it anymore..

Now, i can't even hold a pen well, can't touch water without feeling the pain, but i dun regret it..

All to JESUS!! =)



Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 11:04 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

One of the best songs to sing before u sleep..

In Christ alone I place my trust
And find my glory in the power of the cross
In every victory let it be said of me
My source of strength, my source of hope is Christ alone!


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 9:47 AM

Darnz..my last month's phone bill was 96 blinking dollars! Yucks yucks yucks yucks yuucccksss!!!! Sigh, and i still owe my dad $200. Probably my debts will add up to abt $1k. KILL ME.

Can any kind soul just give me $1k as a donation?


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 12:07 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

I'm in school now. I've a 3.5 hr break before my next lesson. Though it is a long wait, i'm thankful for this break because that means i can catch up with whatever that i've put off for a long time due to the lack of time, which includes blogging.

Sigh, been so mentally stretched that i couldn't control myself last weekend. I had to just let it out. Thank God for those concerned. It's very tiring especially that with each committee that ur working with will expect u to "perform" but how many actually sympathize with u that u have so many places requiring that 100%? No one. And no, i don't look for sympathy, only moral support, coz God already gave His personal blessings and courage when i took up so many roles this year. Thank God for prep-ing me, reminding me to always walk and live in the spirit. Without God, i prob won't be doing all these anyway...

Anyway, i NEED a holiday and it looks like i dun really have to wait for long. i'm 3 months away from my end-of-year school holiday. Hang in there!

Hey guys, jiayou, live your life for God everyday! =)


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 8:54 AM

Friday, July 06, 2007

I Know Who Holds Tomorrow

I don't know about tomorrow,
I just live from day to day.
I don't borrow from it's sunshine,
For it's skies may turn to gray.

I don't worry o'er the future,
For I know what Jesus said,
And today I'll walk beside Him,
For He knows what is ahead.

Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

Ev'ry step is getting brighter,
As the golden stairs I climb;
Ev'ry burden's getting lighter;
Ev'ry cloud is silver lined.

There the sun is always shining,
There no tear will dim the eyes,
At the ending of the rainbow,
Where the mountains touch the sky.

Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.

I don't know about tomorrow,
It may bring me poverty;
But the One Who feeds the sparrow,
Is the One Who stands by me.

And the path that be my portion,
May be through the flame or flood,
But His presence goes before me,
And I'm covered with His blood.

Many things about tomorrow,
I don't seem to understand;
But I know Who holds tomorrow,
And I know Who holds my hand.


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 1:14 AM

Thank God for this faithful blog. Though i'm now totally inconsistent..it's still there for me to rattle anytime i need to.

These few days i feel totally sian. Ask me why? A lot of factors. But i know i'm still surviving. These days, i've been leaving office so early and promptly that i myself is begining to feel weird. But yeah, i guess i needed to breathe some air. i enjoy engaging in conversations that allow me to reflect and think thru life, and also conversations with pple who God has given the capacity to bounce ideas with me, or just simply pple who are there to hear me say that i'm "sian" all day.

Crap, school has blocked my msn..so now i can't use that in school..only gmail. And i get questioned for disappearing all day. Was saying that perhaps God really wants to give me more time to focus on His word and less time chatting away.

Fireworks dance is drawing nearer and nearer..abt a month away only. God, help.

God, i need more joy in my life. Help me discover happiness through living this life for u..giving u my very best. i know You hold my tomorrow in Your hands.

Surrendering my thoughts and my heart feelings to u......


Dance-An expression of LOVE that flows from my heart
at 12:47 AM