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+ Elenana
+ 04 Jan
+ elenatan@gmail.com
Full time music teacher
Loves God's creation, Loves travels, Loves beaches........
Friday, September 15, 2006
Sometimes, u really need to learn how to deal with unfulfilled expectations. Wake up yr ideas Elena. Pple are really not obliged to please u...so pls wake up.
Where's my next destination? Thinking process has started. But i've not discussed this with anyone. If need be, i'll do it on my own. That will really be something new and different...pathetic maybe...
I'm happy because i finally got my hair CUT. The weather has been rather unfriendly lately, when it's hot it's really hot, when it's cold, i can freeze to death. But my haircut wasn't exactly cheap coz this is the first time i'm paying adult price, usually pay student price. So, yeah the cut burnt a huge hole in my pocket. Prob no more cutting till maybe chinese new year 2007.
Went for HE Thanksgiving today. While watching the video, i was reminded how God used the whole process of dancing to heal me, to bring positive energy into my life, and to carry me thru my hardest season. Thank God for the fellowship, it's always such meetups that i get to meet pple intentionally and talk. Sometimes i wonder if i'm alone in my tots, whether my tots are irrational, whether they are silly etc. But it's amazing to know that there are pple who really understand how i feel coz they have been there, done that. It saved me lotsa explanations, direct quote - "u dun need to explain, i know exactly how u feel..." But i know, God is speaking to me, and i learn new lessons everyday. Now i've to ask Him, to give me clear directions with regards to this aspect of my life. Just waiting for something to happen isn't a solution.
i'm not exactly at my peak.
"And i, want to climb up this mountain again, to be with u Jesus..."
at 10:58 PM